[ to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around ]

you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Oh my... What now???...

Track: Measure of A Man... (Clay Aiken)
Time: 2205hrs...
Status: Tiredzzzz....
Feelings: Confused... Anxious... Fear...
Quote: Fear is in the eye of the beholder...

Today... Not a good day... Sort of... Well... It's like... I couldn't get Evelyn's number before the rumour spread... That's crap larz... Wah lau wehhhzzz... :'(

Veronica and Qi Yun came up to me in the morning... Then suddenly, they were like, AO1... I'm like... "Oh shit....."... Then I hid my face behind, or in my hands rather... The next most unbelieveble thing happened... Both of them headed over to AO1 to find out who that girl was... I was like, "oh noooooo"... I saw Evelyn from where I was, she was walking back and forth from her class... I so wanted to go up and get her number... Somehow, I couldn't... Haizzz... I don't know where to put my face already larz...

Then, saw them in physics lecture... Sitting opposite me in the Lecture Theatre... After the lecture, they came over and started chanting "AO1, AO1"... I'm like... -_-" Dunno lar... Then, 3 girls sitting in front of me turned around and joined in the teasing... The ironic thing was, I didn't know them...

Now I dunno what to do... Seriously... I really want to get to know her better... Then again... I don't want to be a distraction to both her and my own studies... I'm aiming so high...

1) 4As + 2 "s" Papers + A2 GP + A1 MT'AO' + A in PW
2) Student Council
3) CLT (after 49th intake)
4) Religious Class...

Urgh!!!... I really want to get to know her better... I really want to get to know her better... I really want to get to know her better... Damn... See how... Haha... Anyways... Chaozzz...

but i'm not going to be ok ; 10:42 PM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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*Muhammad Khalis*
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*A realisation for life*
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*Be strong and true*
*Be more patient*
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*Someone there*

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*Someone there*
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