[ to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around ]

you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, April 02, 2005

Crush or Short Term Feeling??

Track: If I Let You Go... (Westlife)
Time: 2116hrs...
Status: Exhausted but contented...
Feelings: Lotsa mixed emotions... Amongst all, nervous...
Quote: Love is the irressitable desire to be irresistably desired...

Well... I know this blog is safe from public viewing totally... Except from Isna, Sharon... And Ariff... Well guys... Dilemma here... I think I like this new girl... Got to know her during Orientation... She's an OGL mentioned in my goldenheart blog... Evelyn... I guess it's due to the fact I like her sweet smile and gentle character based on first impression... She was also a great partner to work with during the demonstration for the Fun Dance... Very enthusiastic and energetic...

The thing is, she's taking 4As too... Same as me... She's in Arts stream, taking Pure History + Pure Literature + Economics + C Maths (9233)... I'm just worried about a few things...

1) I don't want to be a distraction to her studies, as I do want to see her excel too...

2) Rejection is definetly prone...

3) Furthermore, I'll throw my face if I woo a girl who already has a boyfriend... :s
"TouchWood"

4) If it's short term and my feelings for her wear off... Then, I don't want to hurt her feelings...

5) She's such a nice girl that I know will be a great person, companion, partner to have by my side through the battle to A-levels and beyond... WHERE TO GET THE COURAGE????... Damn...

I can show you guys the picture I took with her... Her smile can just make me melt... *haizz

If I Let You Go (Westlife):

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose

And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

If I let you go (ooh baby)

Once again i'm think about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

What to do????... Haizz... So uncertain...

but i'm not going to be ok ; 9:47 PM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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