[ to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around ]

you might think i'm happy ; Tuesday, February 08, 2005

What now... ?

Track: I Surrender... (Sita)
Time: 1326hrs...
Status: Trying to lay back and work things out...
Feelings: A bit confused... Haiz...
Quote: Trust is letting your partner know your deepest fears, troubles and insecurities knowing they'll be safe with him/her...

What now?... I've admitted to Khalisah that I do have a crush on Azura... Then again, what I've told Cik Salbiah... My heart does cry out for Amirah... I'm much stronger from the past experience... So confused sey... Isna... Well... You saw me being cold just now, when we went back to CTSS... I think you do realise that Amirah was trying to get my attention... But I tak layan... Inside, I'm just toying with my feelings... Haiz... Again... "The Guiding Light"... Nurul Amirah VS Nur Azura... Urgh!!!... Maybe I'm just making this too big an issue... I miss the good times with Amirah... I seriously do... On the other hand, I can't wait to have more good times with Azura... Gosh... Never thought I'd feel this way... So soon...

The thing is, I've not admitted to Azura yet... That's the good thing... Maybe I can work on re-building me and Amirah... But... Haiz... One part of me says forget her and leave her... After what she's done to you... Coming back can make us emerge stronger... Winning her back won't be easy... Cik Salbiah did mention that to me... More effort and sacrifice... But well... Which relationship doesn't need sacrifice right?... Isna!!!!!... Haiz... Help me out with this kayz?... After your trip...

but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:42 PM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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