[ to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around ]

you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, January 02, 2005

Track: At The Beginning... (Dona Lewis)
Time: 1815hrs...
Feelings: Scared... To make any more mistakes...
Status: Shivering... Thanks to the coldness and fear...

Tongue lashing from my dad... Damn... He stirred me up so drastically... That he turned me inside out... I felt stripped down to the core... "17 years of your life... How much of that used in prayers and rememberance to God?..." I just crumbled... So scared... Nothing's certain now... All we can do is put in effort... The rest is determined by God... That's fate... Destiny is what we choose... I realise now what it means that life is truly precious...

The tsunami disaster... Scary... 100 000 lives (and still counting) lost... In an instant... What else can be asked for?... Now I know... My priorities will be set accordingly...

1) Religion...
2) Family... (Parents and then siblings)
3) Studies... (Both duniawi and ukhrawi)
4) Friends... (People who I can really trust)
5) Myself... Time for myself to relax and lean back accordingly...

Living a life lead by principles... And foundation of faith... Believe in God... Believe in myself...

Set me back up... I might fall again, but these principles will InsyaAllah help me through... Everything in the world held in my hands... Reserve my heart for God... When the time comes for me to let go, I can do it... :)

~He stares proudly at the majestic blue sky, ready for new challenges~

but i'm not going to be ok ; 6:33 PM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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