[ to be kicked when you're down to feel like you've been pushed around ]

you might think i'm happy ; Friday, January 14, 2005

Feelings about her.....

Track: Everything Little Thing You Do... (Westlife)
Time: 1233hrs...
Status: Reflecting...
Feelings: Maintaining composure...
Quote: -

Man... My feelings have been mixing up a lot lately... Still about Amirah... Lately, I've been giving her the cold shoulder... She's doing her part to keep the friendship there... I'm pushing away... I'm not ready... The pain is still there... It's like, also painful to know she let it go just like that... But no point... I know this is the best for now... Opening up again to her will most likely tense up the situation even more... I still care a lot for her... But I can't do anything to turn her back... That's not within my power... So now, I'll keep my distance and let myself fully heal before being myself again around her... Thanks to some of my friends who've given me support... The newest of all Azura... Heh... 2 weeks and you're already into my personal stuff... Lol...

Okie lar... That's the only personal issue for now... Other things are within grasp... But with all your support, I know I'll overcome it soon... Take care ya'll!!!... :)

but i'm not going to be ok ; 12:40 PM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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